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| Time: | 4:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  bitchy. |
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i am a cranky fucking bitch today.
i am sick of everyone and everything.
i'm sick of knowing and i'm sick of caring.
i think i can count the number of people on one hand that i don't want to punch in the face.
i'm between wanting to cry and wanting to beat someone up.
i wish i really just didn't give a fuck about anyone.
and i don't even care how selfish that sounds.
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Sunday, January 14th, 2007
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bah.
some people just make me sick.
there are several guys i wouldn't really mind kneeing in the nuts after this week.
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Sunday, October 8th, 2006
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uggggggggggggggggggggggg. so i kinda really like him. a lot.
on another note, why do i have to have my period this week? of all weeks, man. i feel like my insides are being squeezed together and i'm slowly dying.
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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the only person you can ever really count on is yourself.
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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| Time: | 2:35 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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so i'm kinda sleepy but i have like 9000 things i need to do. i have a lot on my mind.
i quit my job. it was time. i was there 2 1/2 years and now i need to move on. i'm kinda sad about it though. like it's a relief but at the same time i love so many of the people there and i'm going to miss seeing them every week. bittersweet seems like the appropriate word.
i think i'm going to have to get my wisdom teeth removed. now i know that it's super common and all that good stuff but i am scarrrrrrrrrrrrrrred. i go for my consulation on the 12th (lisa's birthday :) so we'll see what they say, but it isn't looking good.
i have a bunch of thank you notes i need to write before tomorrow. i also have to come up with choreography, but i don't know. i'm having trouble feeling inspired. i'll figure it out though.
i've been thinking a lot lately... yeah it's a surprise to me too, and i'm not sure. i have some issues but i don't know what to do about them. it concerns me cuz it's about my long term future. it's nothing really major now, but i'm not sure how to fix it before it becomes a problem years from now. i suppose it's just a part of who i am, but i don't want to be like that. i don't know how to get rid of the feelings though. i get really paranoid sometimes which is part of it... but then that develops into other things. hmmmmmmmm. stuff bothers me.
<3 happy four months <3
oh i held my first kitty cat the other day. i hate cats. they are sneaky and i loathe sneakiness. it's a quality i cannot stand in humans or animals. but anyway, hamilton is a pretty awesome cat. i think it's cuz we bonded when he pawed my breasts and i held him like a champ ie my icon.
oh and i got my grades: A, A-, A-, A-, A-, B+. dean's list again. i'm very proud. however, i am dreading going back. i am not looking forward to any of my classes. plus i like being off and spending time with my friends without having to worry about school or homework. and the spring semester is rough cuz all i can think about is summer vacation. hopefully it will go by fast.
oh and since i'm suppose to be marking my calendar: sunday= hot date with e, the couch, and a bunch of quentin tarantino movies. i'm excited.
2006 has been off to a good start. i hope things stay that way through out the year.
i guess 3:15am is a good time to try and sleep...
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:57 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. |
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i love working at/for rhythm and moves.... i feel like we're one big family, which i guess we are. i could not ask for a better job or better bosses. i'm just really happy and last night was very nice. merry christmas eve <3
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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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i am the happiest girl in the world. no lie. i love e. he is incredible and wonderful. life is good.
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Monday, December 19th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:15 am. |
| Mood: |  stressed. |
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this time next week christmas will be over. crazy isnt it? almost seems like it isn't worth all the work. i'm excited to give out all my presents though... the getting =not so exciting as the giving. seriously. i love giving people presents. i guess thats why i do it throughout the year. i'm just oh so generouso. and yes i meant for to say generouso thank you very much.
by wednesday i'm done with the semester. i have a take home exam i have to do, a huge paper to do and email, and 2 finals, all on tuesday. then wednesday = a day to relax and i'm really doing absolutely nothing all day and night- i just need to try and get my mind back together cuz it's gone, thursday i'm teaching my class plus two hip-hop classes, then friday i have to work at ft's and it's the studio's christmas party there, and then saturday is christmas eve and sunday is christmas! how did time fly by so fast? all i can say is that i cannot wait to do nothing and be lazy. i completely deserve it. time to start my papers so maybe i can relax tomorrow. :)
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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:32 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. |
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i am in love with chicken little.
and ian is pretty aiiiight too.
:)
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:28 am. |
| Mood: |  excited. |
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who gets snow days? oh thats right, i do! yesssssssssssssssssssss.
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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things have been so wishy washy lately. some good more bad. i dunno. i'm not sure if it's the cold weather, snow, massive amounts of end of the semester work or what that's burning me out, but i've been so blah lately. everything has just been bothering me and i don't know what to do anymore. things that use to make me happy just don't have the same effect on me anymore, and it's all so strange. i'm not really sure what to do. i've just been so down. and it's not really my style.
on another note, my legs and my butt are killing me. i did these crazy insane leg lifts when i was teaching the competition class yesterday and now i can barely walk. it's good hurt, but still. eep.
i guess that's it for now...
ps. i have the best parents ever and santa loves me.
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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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someone's ass is getting kicked.
i'm angry as hell son.
yeah i don't really talk like this.
i'm nuts.
and extremely annoyed.
do it yourself.
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:52 pm. |
| Mood: | cranky. |
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i'm gonna lose my mind. seriously. i just need to make it to friday. just one more day. i hope i can do it.
i'm not even kidding. ug. this has been like the worst week ever. so much stuff to do and no time to do it. on top of it i'm so miserable and cranky plus the stress, talking to me this week is a risk. i don't know. and right now, instead of studying for a huge test that counts like 3 or 4 times... i'm writing this stupid thing. i guess i was hoping it would help relieve some of my stress, but it's really not. my job at the restaurant sucks so much lately. no one comes in so i make no money. i dread going there now cuz i don't ever make anything. it wouldn't be so bad if i did...
i worry too much. i can't help it. i just want everything to be okay all the time and when something changes i don't handle it well.
i've been up since 5:30am. i need to sleep. and i won't be able to until i study. so basically i'm screwed. i have to study. crap.
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:40 pm. |
| Mood: |  jubilant. |
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yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! that's a happy sound by the way. in case you can't tell i'm very happy. i love my life! and i just felt the need to tell everyone, or at least those with live journals.
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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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my little sister got her liscense today. i'm not beat, she's still too young to have it. i'm so happy for her but i don't know i still think of her as a little kid and she really isn't anymore. scary how fast time goes.
happy 17th birthday carkey.
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: pink
Favorite Food: claussen pickles
Favorite Band/Singer: jay-z
Favorite Song: right now, it actually might be silently by maxwell. why? cuz it's just a real calming song.
Favorite Movie: probably still mean girls
Favorite Sport: i <3 me some yankees.
Favorite Season: temperature wise probably spring, but i'll always be a summer baby at heart.
Favorite Day Of the Week: maybe sunday cuz its just a chill day
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: coffee
Favorite Time of Day: night time
9 Currents...
Current Mood: bored/sleepy
Current Taste: cottonball mouth. ew. gross i know.
Current Clothes: rahway tennis sweats and a rutgers hoodie
Current Desktop Picture: a bunch of boys <3
Current Toenail Color: "the thrill of brazil" or red
Current Time: 12:01 am
Current Surroundings: uh the rest of my bedroom
Current Annoyance(s): my current state of sleepyness yet not sleepy enough to actually go to sleep.
Current Thought: my feet are cold
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: my cousin ryan and kristin
First movie: oliver and company
First Pet: a froggie name sprinkle or was it sparkle?
First Piercing: my ears
First Crush: haha joseph mcginley... kindergarten
First Music You Remember Hearing: umm the beatles?
First Car: 1992 grand am
7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: maybe like march or something?
Last Drink: orange juice
Last Car Ride: around 6:30pm coming back from what seems like my second home <3
Last food you ate: chicken nuggets
Last Movie Seen: every sunday morning... haha i'm so clever... nah seriously, the notebook.
Last Phone Call: the last one i made was to e
Last CD Played: rent. shut up.
6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: i am now :)
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yeah i'm a rebel.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: :)
Have You Ever Been on TV: Tingley family center commerical...we were all up in that!
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: actually, i don't think so.
Have you ever met anyone from myspace: well my friends and i'm sad i can answer this question cuz i actually have one...
5 Things....
5 Things You're Wearing: necklace, claddagh ring, two hairthings, earrings, sweatshirt and sweatpants and my hood from my sweatshirt.
5 Things You've Done Today: slept, shnuggled, played, watched a movie, laughed, smiled, ate, drove, kissed, showered, etc.
5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: the hum of my computer and the flappin of my poster that isn't securely tacked down.
5 Things You Can't Live Without: family, friends, love
5 Things You Do When You're Bored: sleep or call someone or bother my family
4 Places You've Been...
1. Montreal
2. Hawaii
3. Florida
4. Omaha, Nebraska
3 People You Can Tell Anything To...
1. Carly
2. Anne
3. E
and cola...that's right i'm breaking the rules and adding another person
...i got bored with the rest of this... bah. i'm like in a weird daze cuz of my sleepness. i've been doing some homework just to get it out of the way and i can't be bothered to do that anymore either...
...ever randomly miss people that you use to be real close with that you hardly ever talk to anymore? and like you wanna say hi or something but like so much time has passed that neither of you did that it just seems silly to now... i dunno that's just kinda how i felt recently...
...halloween is rapidly approaching... i hope it's as good as last year.
<3
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Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 10:44 am. |
| Mood: |  sad. |
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ug. i suck at life.
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Friday, October 14th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:52 pm. |
| Mood: | crabby. |
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i am not a happy girl. not happy at all.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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i haven't written in a long time. i think there was some lj hatin going on. nah not really, just been too busy. anyway, summer ended and school started :( on top of being super busy it totally cuts into my anne rowan mackin time but that's still my girl and she knows it. :) i started teaching dance. i love it. went to the yankee game yesterday. it wasn't as exciting as tuesdays game or tonights but they won and boston lost and now theyre a game ahead which is all that really matters. classes are classes. not too awful, yet. started a new relationship that i'm pretty excited about <3 and other then that i've just been runnin around and being happy. kinda stressed, but very happy. i'd write more but i'm too tired so i'm gonna keep you all in suspense til later.
ps. since friends isnt on at 11pm anymore i have no reason to stay up. i'm so upset you have no idea. i hate when they change the line up. sigh.
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Monday, August 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:36 pm. |
| Mood: | tipsy. |
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worst weekend in a looooooong time.
boys are jerks.
today is my dad's birthday and between my parents and i we finished off two pitchers of sangeria at lunch, so i don't really care so much right now. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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